New year, new revelations

I don't know if there is any expert who can diagnose this....but after much careful research, I am pretty sure the only conclusion I can come to, is that....

I am a serious level empath.

And it SUCKS.

How can I tell? Based, of course on "unofficial" research:

1) I have always, ALWAYS, said I was born with more than my fair share of nerve endings
2) I suffer from a series of addictions to drown out what I have only been able to identify as "noise"
3) I am not sure what "noise" is, but it has always haunted me
4) I have always had a mandatory rule that any movie or tv show I watch MUST have a happy ending
5) anyone that has come within a half inch of me ends up in a sexual tension issue
6) I find touching strangers to be enormously overwhelming and I son't know why
7) I am highly, HIGHLY, non-confrontational
8) I panic at funerals
9) I panc in crowds, or complex locations, it is just too overwhelming
10) I have a scary sense of intuition, often it creeps people out
11) my IQ is very very high
12) I have always disliked holidays, and for no good reason
13) I am very certain my mother is an extreme empath,she just doesn't get it ( she threw out the tv when I was 13 and left it out for years)
14) people only seem to like me hen they have issues then they disappear
15) I am extroverted to mask when I am overwhelmed
16) sometimes I just "know stuff" and I scare myself
17) I have always preferred chicken or seafood to other meat because I feel stressed when I eat pork or beef
18) kids and animals gravitate to me. It's weird because I don't feel comfortable around strange animals or other people's kids
19) I have a lot of trouble with mysterious allergies etc
20) I can feel when people are hiding things from me or lying
21)my senses are on constant overlord.. ESP smell, touch., taste and it SUCKS
22) people I hardly even know tell me about themselves esp their problems
23) even the smallest bits of clutter distress me horribly
24) I drink to take the edge off

This lst could go on....

I can sense shit and it sucks.

I like the quiet this time of year.......

So help me out, how do I live without wanting to kill myself every day for once and for all? Please if you have any clue I appreciate it!!